I feel like it’s been forever since I’ve blogged something. It’s pretty easy to get caught up in the business of everything lately. A lot has gone on, some of them are great successes and others were disappointing.
Despite it all I am to happy to finally feel like I am living again.
I really kept to my hope for this year alive. I fell like I am acting more than thinking and dreaming. In the past I would see life as a noun. It was just something there to contemplate and dream about.
At heart I will always be a dreamer. That hopefully will always stay with me somewhere in my own little world.
Somewhere along the line I forgot that there is an action to life. I was hindered in my endeavors for so long. I decided to reside in that state and figure things out. I don’t want to get stuck there in that state.
Now I really desire to focus on the act!
Act on my relationships.
Act on my dreams.
Act on the truths I have discovered.
Maybe that’s why I haven’t blogged in awhile. I’ve been out there living. That balance is hard to find, but I’m getting better at it everyday in little ways here and there. I take more time for myself so I don’t get burned out, but I also really reach out to people in my life, and to do things with them.
Recently a friend and I spent all of Thursday night helping with the "Renee Film Project". We had a lot of fun working as extras. We met some really awesome people in between shots and also enjoyed the great performances of Paper Route and Between the Trees.
The team there was really grateful for everyone’s help, and it was good to feel appreciated and loved. It was great seeing the making of this story. I can only hope for this project to continue to be a great success and touch more people everyday.
It was that night that I really started thinking about how far I’ve come in my own struggles. I can only hold as much hope for my future as I can for the desire to be an example of love out there.